Laying awake, staring at the ceiling
Wondering why I have this feeling...

Just wishing that you were here tonight
Anything, something shed some light...

And I knew that it would hurt, but not like this
Everything aches reaching, reaching...gone...

I brandish my knife and cut real deep,
Another night of restless sleep...

I draw butterflies on my arms whenever I feel like...
They represent people who I love...

Dear Mom, I miss nap time and apple juice and the...

How could you ask me to make such a choice?
With pleading eyes and a broken voice...

I brandish my knife and cut real deep,
Another night of restless sleep...

Hollow and empty, tortured soul
Shattered emotions I can't control...

You're so far away that I can't reach
Walls so high I still try to breach...

I don't know what you're talking about when you...

I have never felt so alone.
i pretend im ok but inside im empty...