I'm angry too angry
I'm blinded by hurt...

I smile away the problems
thats what they've always known...

You left at such an early age
i was three, so fragile and small...

Sitting in a crowd of people i thought i knew
what a weird feeling that is oh so true...

Writing poems
singing songs...

Ive once said..
id give anything for love...

I sit in a corner
my mind in a daze...

There is this feeling Ive so longed to feel
I just wanted to know if it is for real...

It was on a full moon
when vampire was out to mourn...

I lie awake in the dark cold night
as faint Christmas tunes echo in the light...

A cloud of darkness fills my heart
i cant see, i cant hear, i cant feel...

My life is a mess..
I'm too pressed...