I try to avoid the truth but i keep ending up in front of the mirror

I f.u.c.k.i.n.g hate myself
I'm so sorry for what i did to you!!!

You were my only reason for living what do i do now that ur gone??

Why is that you only started careing about me after i started hurting myself

I guess fu**ed up is the new beautiful

Its amazing how much make-up can hide

Fake a smile they cant tell the difference anymore

Everyday i get asked the same quetion "are you okay?" and everyday i replie "yeah..."

they will never know that i lied to them

Your the first thing i think about when i wake up and the last thing i think about befor a go to sleep

Everytime i see my reflection i hate myself a little more