im just a regular chick that feels like i have been dying for years but has never shown it because im to strong to cry. i dont give up on anything except love. who needs to fall in love when they can fall in choclate!!! im the type of person that can relate to everything but no one lets me because no one wants actual help they just want attention. ive been through all the pain and hurt this world throws at me with a smile. because im softly dieing inside and i cant show the world because then they wont except me. i would be the problem child that no one likes . its weird bc its like i have a secret life. but i also ahte every person in the world bc i hold gruges on thoes who decive and hurt and that everyperson in the world. in 4 years im moving to alaska so i dont have to deal with people. ill get a husky, because huskys arte good their reliable and always do wat their tolg un like people... i always use to wonder y the crazy cat lady never makes an effort to make friends but now i know why...... |
This was a dream i had one night about one of my...
stay silent in the shaddows as she passes you by...
Day after day i hide behind a lie,
day after day i fake a smile...
I will wait for you as long as I live
I will wait to show how much I have to give...
So time I feel no good,
Worthless hopeless and misunderstood...
I feel alone though you are near
What may seem like an empty soul is really filled...
" never discriminating is being close minded, so i stay open minded by discriminating againts hate." |
" if love is only a cemical reaction im my brain why is it that when im in love i feel like im running around with my head chopped off?" |
"i wrote down my thoughts to find that i only felt emptyness." |