Close to a break-down. i can feel my body tensing up. i cant take much more of this - its days like this when my heart gives up

Isnt it sad how im just so damn insecure?

I just dont care anymore.. i cant.. i wont.. -BUT I STILL DO-

Stop doing this to yourself.. its not you.. it was never you.. its always me. -ALWAYS-

What hurts you, KILLS ME

Im just going to let everything fall apart.

She`ll stop ripping herself apart one of these days.. she -has.to-

She cries in spite of herself-&&-all that happened.. all those wasted feelings- -will she ever find someone who cares?

I`ll Say It -1- Last Time ;; I`m Sorry . . For Ever Speaking To You

-&&- Yet Everything She`s Ever Wanted She Knows She Can`t Ever Have