I harbor deep within a hidden hatred . . .
For my self...

Tied down by broken promises
cast aside by sideways lies...

Im hurting inside and though no ones watching Im...
Im crying outside banging on the locked door to my...

We never had to be anything
but what we were...

I hung myself
with barbed wire...

Love me
that is all I ask...

Im walking on a knifes edge
theres an animal locked up inside me...

Hold my breath
count to ten...

How can I stand and be proud of who I am
when my fellow brothers and sisters are beaten...

Theres a stranger in the mirror
cloaked in darkness shrouded in fear...

I am happy being me
all three hundred pounds...

Im blinded by the darkness in my soul,
Im searching for answers to questions unknown...