Love me
that is all I ask...

Im hurting inside and though no ones watching Im...
Im crying outside banging on the locked door to my...

I hung myself
with barbed wire...

We never had to be anything
but what we were...

Theres a stranger in the mirror
cloaked in darkness shrouded in fear...

Im walking on a knifes edge
theres an animal locked up inside me...

Roses are red
blood is too...

How can I stand and be proud of who I am
when my fellow brothers and sisters are beaten...

Im blinded by the darkness in my soul,
Im searching for answers to questions unknown...

Hold my breath
count to ten...

I harbor deep within a hidden hatred . . .
For my self...

I am happy being me
all three hundred pounds...