It feels like the light will never reach me here,
I am choking back my longing for shed tears.
So strangulated by my lonesome fears plead.
Don't worry too much,
it only hurts when I breathe.

Oh, I'm drowning and I feel so alone.
The lights are on and I wish I was home.
My lips are screaming pretty nothings,
& my ears are bleeding for want of words.

And when I wake,
I'm right here by your side,
To feel your heart beat in and out of time<3

Do you feel like you've lost everything you can lose?
This is it, can you hear me?
When you cry do your tears ever choke the room?
Calling out every moment of need.

-Angels & Airwaves

And maybe if you saw past what I've been hiding,
You'd know I'm scared to let go.

Do you know?
I'm feeling the pain of my first love.
I let it go. . . can't let go.

I do this from time to time,
Where I can never say the things I mean.

. . . .

I do this from time to time,
Where I like to think of you and me<3

-Angels & Airwaves

I guess you think you wouldn't hurt me if I did not know. . .

I can tell you how,
You're not happy now.
You can be with me,
You can be haappy.

--Meriwether

My heart contains the ghost of you