Dear Diary,
i hate that you told...

Blue liquid so pure,
the wonderful splash of you...

All the good times we had will now become a memory
For you are leaving me here sad drenched in my own...

I feel trapped,
I feel trapped in relationships with both the guys...

Letting go is hard to do
when my heart is still with you...

If I were to forget everything
for one moment...

I wake up every morning thinking "What...
What if I prayed more...

Sometimes I wonder what life would be like had you...

I look back on all my past heart aches,
all the chances I didn't take...

Your chest never mended,
your heart forever broken...

I let the monsters control me,
Depression...

Some friends stay,
Some friends go...