I let the monsters control me,
Depression...

I feel trapped,
I feel trapped in relationships with both the guys...

I wake up every morning thinking "What...
What if I prayed more...

You and I under a sea of stars,
so forbidden in every way...

I look back on all my past heart aches,
all the chances I didn't take...

I think about death a lot,
I think of what it would be...

Your chest never mended,
your heart forever broken...

Sometimes I wonder what life would be like had you...

No one knows I'm in here crying,
In here dieing inside...

Letting go is hard to do
when my heart is still with you...

If I were to forget everything
for one moment...

Friends dont exist,
they dont last...