If love isn't suicide, Why am I slowly dying, why do I have this feeling inside, the feeling of sorrow that I can't hide.

I'm looking back and wondering why, It took so long to realize, That nothing's changed, it never will

I said to myself yeah you've left before,
But this time I will stay gone, that's for sure.

I can't stay here,
I've gone completely numb,
I just want to need someone

Backstreet boys - Downpour <3