Hi everyone it's Alexis I am a good caring friend but a messed up one myself i have 225 cuts on my arms/wrists! I take pills depression and ADHD pills. I am having many troubles in life trying 2 find the best way 2 get out and help myself! My heart is broken calling out 4 help but no ones by my side my heart is filled with black blood shatering my insides riping them apart in darkness which can't excape the only way out is screaming crying slicing my skin piece be piece till a ocen fills up with my blood and all my pain floods through hearts of those who feel the same! And help those through the darkness of flodded bloody fear. Anyone who cries out 4 help can come 2 me and i will always be there 4 u if u trust me i promise i now how it feels 2 be in a black bloody hole but by words maybe just maybe i can help u get out i know it's hard and ohh so daring but trust me on this one it's worth the caring! Well hope u enjoy my poems! Also music refreshes my soul as well as running it releses the stress within me and silvery razors slicing my wrists also releses my stress, madness and sadness!