&& now that my heart's been broken im AFRAID;;AFRAID to take that first step . . .

No one knows that she smiles to hide her tears
She belittles to conquer her fears
And behind her makeup; the true outcome of a broken heart

Part of me wants to tell him;;but the other part wonders if it will be one more regret ..- *x*help*x*

&& the sad part is that i have to move on . . . cuz it's obvious im not good enough 4 --->him<---

&& sometimes I just wish . . . wish that I could go from me to ----> her and finally hold you in my arms

&& if u turn your head to the side . . . and squint a little;; it looks just like they're in love

&& every night i cry myself to sleep knowing that we'll always just be friends . . .

YOURE MY LIFE: I wont let go
YOURE MY HEART: When you break it I'll sew
YOURE THE REASON: That dogs cant fly
I'LL LOVE YOU: Even xxAFTERxx I die . . .<33

&& I'll be the one throwing rocks @ ur window;; screaming in the pouring rain "xxI LOVE YOU!xx"

&& I'll be the one holding your hand @ your last breath whispering "wait for me," in your ear . . .