The blade rests upon my skin
Forward and back it slides again...

Cold hands across my neck
Choking on lies you've repeated...

My hurt burns to ashes
Blowing away with the cold winter night...

Pulling out the cutting board
Taking out the knife...

I'm the worst friend
You said it yourself...

Your smile leaves an impression on my eyelids
As I close them for the night of horrid dreams...

Evil little fingers
Wrap around my heart...

Your blood pours into mine
As we lay here and die...

They called her,
"Ashley!&quot...

Despair is fiiling my heart
Sorrow filling my soul...

Pain and blood
Run through my mind...

Killing myself is all I can think about
Shame amd embarrassment keeps me quiet...