These suicidal thoughts
Run through my mind...
My blood inside me
Wants to escape...
No energy to fly away
No hurry to pack...
Im sorry for everything
that i may have done...
You dont know what Ive been through
So you can shut your mouth...
Alone. I lay far beneath the earth.
Craving a glimpse of a shimmering light, a glow...
Throw some pills into your throat
Watch me as I wiggle and choke...
Living a world
Where no one understands...
I hide away into my room
Slicing away the blood shown soon...
The ground is falling and taking me with it
Like sharp edges releasing a silent cry...
Is this manic or is this just fantasy?
Catching myself as I climb the mountain...
Look above, to sparkled skies
A comet shot by arrows...