Our gratefulness towards life
Is changes so much now...

This day is getting harder
As the minutes tick away...

You'll find me under that apple tree
Clawing at the dirt with bare hands...

My soul is suffocating my heart is slowing
My addiction got a hold of me once more...

The nights laid out for you
As I'm holding the gun to your head...

My soul is hanging
Dangling from the tree...

I'm the worst friend
You said it yourself...

Despair is fiiling my heart
Sorrow filling my soul...

For weeks Ive thought of you
And days i cannot remember...

The blade bleeds away misery
It seems to convey the screams of love...

Hearing these screams in my head
Suicide never seemed sweeter...

Mother if you loved me
You wouldnt have left...