These suicidal thoughts
Run through my mind...
I'll lie here waiting
For Death to grab...
I look outside my window
And what do I see...
Drowning heat
burning thoughts...
Tears that fall from my eyes
Tears of sorrow tears that I cry...
I pull the blade on top of my skin
Holding back tears of what you did...
Do you hear the crys?
The screaming of the dead...
The dog just disawesomed me
I hope you she might be right...
I hear you voice calling my name
Getting closer I feel your touch...
I blissfully reach blooming springs
count ahead of me, wistfully singing melodies...
Believe me when I say I grow enchanted things
To miracle carnations to deathly roses...
Shiftless, black and torn
My world crumbles...