Is this manic or is this just fantasy?
Catching myself as I climb the mountain...

A thousand times
My heart bleeds your lullaby...

There is a star on my arm
It brought me so much harm...

My suicide plan
So simple and easy...

I'm falling into the blue again
And the white turns a shade...

Making rainbows with the storm clouds
And butterflies with music notes...

My soul is suffocating my heart is slowing
My addiction got a hold of me once more...

Pulling out the cutting board
Taking out the knife...

I'm the worst friend
You said it yourself...

Cotton Candy yum, yum, yum
Its the best its number one...

People are blind
Not to see...

Im crying inside
And the tears wont seem to stop...