Its not curiosity, its stupidity
its not innocence, its ignorance

& im just the depressed girl no one cares about

It's my birthday and i'll cry if i want to

(seriously, it is my birthday today)

Fairy tales are a place with love and happiness, too bad they are all lies

Bats are butterflies that have lost their innocence

Who is loved and doesnt love, desevres punishment
who loves and is loved deserves joy
who loves and isnt loved deserves paradise

(i guess i deserve the forbiden promised paradise)

I live in a world of fairytales twisted into nightmares [reality]

I remember a time when i was strong.
when i believed nothing was wrong.
when no matter what i still believed.
when i said id never draw a blade across my wrist.
but those days are gone and i am afraid.
will someone help me, or is this how it ends?