Ashes of a once eternal love burn more than the fire that existed

I live in a world of fairytales twisted into nightmares [reality]

Who is loved and doesnt love, desevres punishment
who loves and is loved deserves joy
who loves and isnt loved deserves paradise

(i guess i deserve the forbiden promised paradise)

Bats are butterflies that have lost their innocence

Fairy tales are a place with love and happiness, too bad they are all lies

It's my birthday and i'll cry if i want to

(seriously, it is my birthday today)

& im just the depressed girl no one cares about

Its not curiosity, its stupidity
its not innocence, its ignorance

I refuse to die
i fight for life

I love you but all you do is stand there watching me die