~~~~~~xbrokinxlillxgirlx~~~~~~
So much hurt
So much pain
So missunderstood

JusT CaNt HOlD oN 4Eva.....

ShE iS To WEAk....................

FalLInG InTo PeicEs.............

MeMoRiZes iN eVeRYThinG ShE does..................................

Hey
Um about me, I am writing becuz im so hurt i dont understand were i belong no one wants me , I look into the mariior and i hate the person staring back at me, my dad his friends and my mom and her boyfriends hurt me my hole life and i just cant deal with it. I am trying really hard but i can only do so much.
People say its easy, im going through alot i just dont show it. I want a family so bad, i want something that i know will last forever................................................................................................................................................
I cut and sometimes i even think about ending it all , but i want to be strong than my family is i want to prove to them after all they have done to fu**ed up my life i will be ok. i am really having a hard time and sometimes i feel so alone that y i write to get it out. ..........................................................................................................................................................................................................
In the past 2 1/2 year's i have moved program to program, treatment is allways changing and i get more lost, its like if something works y change it??? people just dont listen or understand me. sometimes people try to help but in the worng ways, But now im living all alone in an appartment im sturggling everyday to stay in and not leave and just survive. I know i have alot of work to do and i just really need to talk about stuff...........................................................................................................................................................................................................

I cut and sometimes think about ending my life, i have faced so much struggle i just dont know whens enought. Its hard for me to talk cuz everyone has so little time and i have so much to say :(
well thats pretty much it u can message me on AIM @
buttaflysrfree2
Byebye