As i sit here im not alone
My dad is here with me controling my every move...

Im all mixed up
Seprated into a hundred different parts...

It was my birthday
I went to get the mail...

I was so excited to go on this trip
When we were there you acted different...

Living a life you cant beat
Tones of turns and dead ends...

It feels like im a million states away from u
Im on vacation...

I got home today
Went to get the mail...

You made me the way i am
Dont you care...

Today is the day i need to let go
You told me what u had to say...

I once had this dream
Were i was going to be me...

I cant describe the way i feel
I cant control how i act...

Another day
Living this life...