My hearts tellin me to let go
To accept love...

You tell me you love me
THen dad why are u always trying to hurt me...

THis last month
Hospital to hospital...

I wasnt ready to come home
I tend to rush things...

I dont want to do this
I dont want to try...

Dieing a little more each day
I guess they knew what they were doing...

Last night i was crying
Not really sure why...

I am alone once again
I wish i had someone to talk to...

Lets talk
This time i will listen...

I want to talk
I want to cry...

After years of being alone
After years of not talking...

This isn't who i want to be
But I'm accepting it...