Your tell me i should listen
All i hear is talk...

I wish i was a butterfly
So beautifull...

I was that child
That was never loved...

I am back again
Back to my old ways...

I close my eyes
I want to die...

Every time i think about you
Every time i hear your name get mentioned...

I am scared
When i move again...

Why cant i see?
Why cant i feel...

Im scared
I kno I have to do this...

Everyday its gettin worse
Im not getting hurt anymore...

Silet crys
No final goodbyes...

My last couple of months
Were the biggest challenge yet...