People look at me
I can tell in the voice...

Everyone was getting ready
To leave the house and go say there goodbyes...

Im out of hope
Im out of strenth...

My head starts to hurt
This time i know i didnt bang it on the wall...

I cant describe the way i feel
I cant control how i act...

Thingz r chnging
My world is spinning...

This blade im holding
Is my only friend...

I look around..
There are empty walls...

I need to find were i belong
I need to search for the life i want...

Last night i was crying
Not really sure why...

Im all mixed up
Seprated into a hundred different parts...

My last couple of months
Were the biggest challenge yet...