I woke up today
I was so happy...

Im trying to find what im missing
I want to leave all this behind...

Why to i have to pretend
Why do i have to lie...

You look at me a see a normal girl
The truth is im a broking lost soul...

U were never by my side
When i needed you the most...

I no longer know my body
I feel like someones controlling my mind...

Living a life you cant beat
Tones of turns and dead ends...

Did you ever feel so sad or alone
That you had no one to talk to...

I wish people could see what i see
I wish people could hear what i hear...

You don't know me
So stop judging me...

Staring out the window
No one is coming...

As im sad
As i cry...