They say in time i will be ok, well time is running out for me

Doing better have my sister :) i wish she knew how much it ment to me to spend time with her, it saved me :)

I cant talk to anyone anymore, Cuz im affarid what i will say. only this razor blade can help me now

Gettign ready for group, its time to look happy and have fun with the other kids and forget what im comign home to

~~~Please chceck out my zebra poem it discribed my life rite now~~~

I want a family i want a home

I cut so much, i fell back to right were i was before, I look like a zebra and feel like i got stung by a hundred bee's at least i can feel something now

The drugs and alcohol are here, its getting harder and harder to say no and turn away, when i want it so bad, im trying to be strong i need to talk to someone its been to long

The cuts r so deep they are bleeding so much, its my high, I no longer want to try, my easy way came back, i guess it never totally went away, Im no longer caring im no longer feeling

Day after day, i have no home, i live in my car no one bothers with me