THe knife once again became my best friend, now knife help me out some more

Im scared, i have no family and now i lost the most important thing to me my home, i have nothing i want to frickin die

If i want to die y should u all try to keep me alive???

Being in programs for the last 6 months made me forget what its like have a home inveriment and 2 just be me

As i went to a prgram 2day they held me as i cryed they said~ your just another kid lost in the system you did your best and all it would of took was that 1 person to care and to be there for u

As im packign to move again this isnt that i failed again its that im doing great and gettign to were i have to be

Let pick up the peices again

When your little you look up to your parents for right and wrong, what happins when they mess up your mind, your not sure where u belong :(

I need someone to be there for me, i need someone to talk with me, I need someone to spend time with me, In stead im getting more depressed, i only have myself now

& so she told me to draw on paper how i felt 2day, My paper was blank i have no more feelings