Everytime i start to do good something happings and i fall apart

I was gettin ready for the funural 2day, The drugs quickly held my heart in place

In life theres no winner or loser, theres nothing to gain , Life is full of unexpected pain

I am a lost girl with many ghoast

Hurt me, rape me, kill me, nutting seems to matter anymore i just want you in my life

I try to talk when im scared , instead i just keep shutting down

I miss u but i need to work on things with out u , someday i hope are relationship will improve

I cant loose people who were never really there

The important stuff that matters to me everyone else seems to overlook

Im gonna be ok, this first time in my life i feel like i can make it and be everything u never taught me to be