I dont want to talk anymore about what has happened at home cuz im so scared and idk what to do

I cant stop cutting its stoping me from crying its stoping me from talking

Im so sad and scared, i cant do anymore, I need my friends to help me with keeping me buzy cuz im scared

The only way out of this will be suicide , cuz i cant try any harder. im doing my best

I feel so bad, i try so hard i just let out people bring me down i hate my life

Everytime i look at u a million things goes through my head, the past comes and distroys me once again , its never really over

Dont tell me not to cry, i have feelings and things are hurting

Im now leaving the only place were it felt safe and like a family, i dont know how i can survie, this is gonna turn into a suicide

I tell them i dont want to go into a different program, i dont want someone involved, but noone cares to listen they just say that i will get use to it , but not this time they pushed me to far

Everythigns starting to change, these people i trusted these people that cared are starting to walk away and now new people r in place, will anything last foreva? :(