As I am going toward suicide i try to pull away and keep trying but i cant do this on my own , everyone will relize when im dead they should of listened to me

Its amazing how much i love you and just cant let go no matter how much it try the pain i carrry with me day to day :(

This computer is now the only thing i cant talk to, its now the only thing that will help me, what to do? what to say? how to explain? i might loose everythign but i found myself on here

Im gonna pretend im find, that im doing ok, becuz if no one knows the truth nothing else i can loose or no more hurt i can face

How can other people love me when i dont even love myself?

People keep hurting me becuase i keep hurting myself

They tell me that they cant help me then how do they expect me to help myself???

You know me know, You'll rember me in a week or maybe a month, then soon i will be known as the girl that fought for life but got over taking be a suicide.

Another sad person, Another sad day, That lead to just another suicide

Its called family not competition

As much as i try to pretend im fine , i look at you and hid the truth and not be weak to u