Moments like this i wish he would be proud of me and stick by my side

They asked me if i cut today, i shook my head no, when i did so much but i want to keep it to myself cuz i cant discribe the pain i feel

So this little razor blade and my wrist might speed up my life coming to a end

Daddy look into my eyes, daddy cant you see im dieing, I dont want to live if i dont have you

No one will ever understand me like my daddy does :( i love him so much and i wish he was here helping me fight this

I was always that girl that forgave him, i would always love him, I would try to make him smile when he cryed, and when he was high i tryed to give him all i had, now my daddys gone and i sit here all alone

Im giving up becuz my past hurts me so bad and i cant find answers and NO one undersands me

And she walks alone with only a dark shadow her life got sucked out of her

And its sad that my dad knows all i ever wanted was him, now he knows im dieing from all hes done and he wont even help me fight his

Im getting blamed for things i didnt do, I get hurt to, things r really bad here we r having a really hard time i just wish my mom would admit it and try to help us :(