I relized tonight that im different then anyone else but right now my friends are really trying to help me change and i know i just need them to show me what to do

So i went to this party today, i let go of everything i always hold inside, i hate what i did with that guy, but i know my friends r trying to help me so i can finally get through my past

Ok we got through the first step , whats comeing next?

Nothing can discribe what u hold inside, so much u have to say but not eough time, intell one day when u relize you need to do somthing to make everything better

Nothing can discribe the pain i feel but at least u came back to help me fix it , right now i couldnt ask for more, I will keep this a secret cuz i dont want to loose you again

If anyone knew about today all hell would break you, i will be ok cuz i finally realize u want me to be happy

As im falling your not there to catch me

Just let me do what i want to and back off

I love being with you, i love every moment, i live like its the the day of my life, i do what makes me happy, cuz for me i dont have much longer im falling into peices

U dont relize how hurt she is the fake smiles she cant even fool herself anymore