Im upset i dont want to talk becuz i know i will act out

I feel alone, i dont want to talk i just want to cut i feel different i feel lost

&& it seems that everything that once made me happy im giving up on

&& lets get drunk and pretend these last couple of years didnt happing

I want to try really hard but it seems the more i try people give me more to handle and i cant take anymore

&& this one little cut changed my life for today

Its hard watching as your family is struggling, just to get enough money to do what you need, it makes me sad it hurts me to know its going on and i cant do anything about it

No one really wants to end there life but you see sometimes were forced to by these memorise that haunt you

I feel sick, I feel hungry I relize we dont have any money, Its really hard day by day , you look at other people and wish u have what they have

I am dieing from secret's i am hiding