Its like everything is going on so fast around you when you just want to yell STOP and take it slow

Y does everything has to hurt

&& im sorry i held on and tryed my best but its never good enough as days go on my life gets worse and worse i dont want to live cuz i dont know what more days will bring

&& so you see the truth i dont want to die but i also dont want to live

&& its really sad when your at the point that you start to cut and while its bleeding you pray for it to end your life

Every cut i make tells a million different stories

& she's trying not to cry because it only shows weakness 2 u

When i was little life seemd all wounderful nothing seemed wrong now i relize everything was wrong , the question is now how do i deal

Will i ever be what you want me to be, what do i choose ?

I want to forget everything and stop living in the past but if the past is the only way i can have you then im not gonna take that away from myself