I dont want to live like this, there has to be better somewere

&& i relize im the only one trying to get better when she wont admitt theres anything going on

Hes scaring me, all i can see it hurting going on

&& so i saw him coming near me, all of the sudden i felt his hand, i fell to the floor i closed my eyes and wish i wasnt here.

Im crying beacuse there's NOTHING I CAN DO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

So many secrets i hold inside, i want to talk but no one would listen

Cant they see what hes doing to me!!!, did u ever feel like dieing didnt seem so bad

I want to be better, but im scared to live day by day

Im not sure what to do to get him to stop hurting me but all i can say is i tryed my best and sometimes its never good enouf

&& its gonna come a time when she has to choose him or me becuz i cant be here waiting to see if im gonna get hurt