&& so i cut tonight becuz i relized this little knife i call my friend will help me through the night when he is hurting me

&& he should be happy becuz im not telling anyone the other ways he hurts me and i wont becuz im to scared

&& so I relized noone can help me with this im gonna have to do this on my own, But i dont have there answers

& i wanted to call u to say merry christmas and to tell u i love you but i cant just another year without u

I am crying because on the inside i am dieing

&& today my mom asked me what i wanted for christmas what i want they cant give me i want my daddy

I really need help rite now, He hurt me again this morning, my heart is shaking, i cant move, i want to tell someone, but yet im so scared

I want to call you but i know i shouldnt i will only be hurt more

&& if i could only call you that one phone call could of saved my life!

&& so i looked at this razor blade i relize im here alone with my best friend that wont ever give up on me!!