&& this razor blade looks like the only thing in my life that will stay and not leave me

&& so i started cutting again because i cant stand the person i am

Its funny how when you start to enjoy your life and you start to see were you belong then it all gets taking away then again you relize your on your own

This is why i need time on my own i cant say goodbye anymore

Im so affarid of what i might loose next but you know what? after loosing so much nothing comes as a surprise anymore

&& so you told me what im doing is wrong im confussed i learnd this from my mom and dad now im lost i dont know what to think ,how to act, what to do everything i learnd was a lie

&& im so confussed i dont understand whats right and wrong

I feel as if i cant handel anymore i feel like i dont know how much i can go on im getting scared away from everything

&& so im crying i just want you to bring me back my life that you took from me when you went away i dont like the person you left me with to be , please help me get it back

Im so lost i want to be found