You told me that you hate me that you wish i died, Well have you ever been a mother to me!! NOoooo

I hate when my so called family is always putting me in the middle, im so confussed :(

THey say you cant go home again, but when i think about it did i ever have a home?

THe sad part is, I been gone for way to long, Im not even sure who i am anymore

Its true you not need to keep bringing it up and compearing me to my sister, i will NEVER be like her, i tryed and im harder to control

I just wish one day i would wake up, and everything would go away, im struggling every day, i dont know if its even worth it anymore :(

I can believe how everyone treats me, i try to pretend alot, there words hurt so much

WHat is happing to me? this isnt the girl i want to be

People are excepting me to fail and give up....i cant let them see its true im not strong enough

I cant figure myself out anymore... everday i think about commiting suicide it would be so much easer. but i need to hold on for people that care