~ Daddy were r u daddy i love you happy thanksgiving ~

~~ && if i should see you today i will look away with happinest in my eyes ~

~ why does my life have meaning to everyone else except me? ~

~ I really dont care what you said to me i know the truth ~

~ I see u looking for another fight so you can feel in power again~

~ And i heard you on the phone today with tears in your eyes then you started to cry, then i smiled because i wished he would die

~this ones about my moms boyfriend let me know if you like it!

&& so i had a bad dream last night of you dieing i stood right next to you an killed myself so i could finally be with you...

&& so i cut your name into my arm i wrote what i think about you people told me its really a powerfull message i dont care cuz i feel so lost

&& so im gonna rite your name but its kinda differnt im gonna do it with a razor blade im gonna do it on my arm now u will be here with me and your rite bye my side

~ dont want to live , dont want to breath, dont want to be here without you by my side~