~ as i look at this knife i see my verry best friend that will help me in the fight called life ~

~ I find myself getting lost in a world of pretend i dont even know whats real anymore~

~I wake up crying at night saying daddy come home then like in the past all i see is the dark i relize u wont be coming back~

~ I Just want it all to end because im fighting so hard and im dead on the inside whats left?~

Im sad, how did life ender up killing me

Im not talking because on the inside im crying

&& im just not going to talk because im not sure what i am going to say :(

~ A tear falls from the brokin girl she relizes her life will never be the same again, Another tear falls n she knows its to late to turn back time ~

~ I am crying because I know im slowly dieing ~

I am the girl u will see always pretending to be someone else