I kno i need to trust and let go, i need to stop thinking that i always no whats best for me, I just dont kno anymore |
Im feeling ok time to watch tv then hoping to chill with friends |
Im gonna be ok but i made it this far, i just need to work on so much, But this blade will help me this morning i taught myself how to deal :) |
The other night i walked out in frount of a car i was hoping it would kill me by mistake, Im so unhappy :( please set me free |
I am shutting down once again, just please leave me alone i cant deal anyone |
I want to run away from myself :( so hurt so lost i wont ever belong |
I feel sad and hopeless, will i ever feel like im doing something right? |
Y is everyone changing all my treatment, Cant they see things were working alot better befor they did this!!! |
This year i learnd alot, this year i got hurt alot, its time for a new start |
I just want to end all of this, my life i dont want to live, y am i holding on? i dont know anymore |