He left me here to handle everything on my own, I dont understand what everyone wants from me

You changed me, You changed everything i knew, im so confussed, i cant understand

Im lost and alone i cant trust anyone i have nothing

And what im about to do im all alone with i know no one understands and im ok with it, I need to do this for myself, once again this mite be another thing i regret later

Little razor help me understand my life take my pain away

Theres so much i cant stop thinking of and i hate it

If i should die, would my mom and dad even care to say there goodbys and maybe then they would relize i just needed a family

I just want my mom to admit what she did to me my whole life

I saw my friend last night, he told me he loved me, and everything would be ok i trusted him and now it just leaves me with more memories

Why am everything im doing is wrong?