Im leaving with my bags packed i will be ok im not going to even look back

Sad and alone suicide is the only thing that adwaits me

I finally found were i belong, people like my family, i though it was here to stay i guess it was all wrong, please dont walk away from me i cant take any more goodbyes

Tell me what u want from me, tell me what to do, i just cant find my own self

Im now have everything i ever wanted.. y do i still want to die so bad??? i dont understand

I cant figure myself out anymore... everday i think about commiting suicide it would be so much easer. but i need to hold on for people that care

People are excepting me to fail and give up....i cant let them see its true im not strong enough

WHat is happing to me? this isnt the girl i want to be

I can believe how everyone treats me, i try to pretend alot, there words hurt so much

I just wish one day i would wake up, and everything would go away, im struggling every day, i dont know if its even worth it anymore :(