Its true you not need to keep bringing it up and compearing me to my sister, i will NEVER be like her, i tryed and im harder to control |
THe sad part is, I been gone for way to long, Im not even sure who i am anymore |
THey say you cant go home again, but when i think about it did i ever have a home? |
I hate when my so called family is always putting me in the middle, im so confussed :( |
You told me that you hate me that you wish i died, Well have you ever been a mother to me!! NOoooo |
Im loosing hope, i wish someday i would have someone thats want me and will be there always |
Wow how stupid do you think i am? today in front of people you made it seem like im the fk up and you are the perfect family, i just hate everything!!! |
You asked me to stop, You asked me why im like this, Guess you killed me in the best way possible, You took so much away, Will i ever be ok :( |
THis week i see my life falling apart and the more i try the more i fail :( i really need to talk |
Lets just say i really dont care anyone what you all think i have my friends and thats all I need |