I am done with everything, this is my life, i know what i need

I just want to end all of this, my life i dont want to live, y am i holding on? i dont know anymore

This year i learnd alot, this year i got hurt alot, its time for a new start

Y is everyone changing all my treatment, Cant they see things were working alot better befor they did this!!!

I feel sad and hopeless, will i ever feel like im doing something right?

I want to run away from myself :( so hurt so lost i wont ever belong

I am shutting down once again, just please leave me alone i cant deal anyone

The other night i walked out in frount of a car i was hoping it would kill me by mistake, Im so unhappy :( please set me free

Im gonna be ok but i made it this far, i just need to work on so much, But this blade will help me this morning i taught myself how to deal :)

Im feeling ok time to watch tv then hoping to chill with friends

I will be ok cuz u crazy people are out of my life :)