I kno i need to trust and let go, i need to stop thinking that i always no whats best for me, I just dont kno anymore

They ask me what i think, i just go along, after all i dont feel anything anymore

There all telling me that my family should come first, but sence when did i ever come first to my family???? ya i dont think so

Theres so much wrong, theres so much i want to make better, im loosing my voice cuz theres nothing i can do to get what i need, y r people so difficult (she lied to me again)

Last night was great being with my friends having funn it was like nothing else matter, but now im back to this place :(

Im am fighting for what i need, any it seems no one wants to help me

No dad you were the one that hurt us and walked out of are life, you cant fix the past , stop your lieing,far from a father, i cant help it my sister wont forgive you, i still cant i block you my pain

Stop trying to get me to make my sister like you,and want you, you dont know how bad u hurt us, I learned to block things out, but not everyone can

I dont understand why your trying now, its weird being with you, im scared, but once again i love you so much, i jsut dont know

Every second of everyday, i think about in 4 months how i can become homeless again not knowing where im gonna be, im scard and trying to change things