O Please stop acting like you care,leave me alone!!!!!!!1

AAnd what do u expect me to say or write about havnt i already messed up enough???

How was things so easy to say, so easy to write and now its difficult to even write a poem

When i lost my best friend i truly lost myself, that was the day i slowly start dieing and im not sure it can b fixed

I feel like a ball bouncing place to place, well this time the ball is loosing air, Its about to pop, Im not going through what happened sence i left, im done

I am all ready way over my head, ugh i cant do this, i need time, i need to be me, i need to find my place, I knew to understand

I fell like i already ran away and got lost in these woods called life, i cant get out :(

I wish my mom would stop telling me what to do with my life, After all she doesnt know how hard it is, hasnt it always been her going guy to guy, at least im trying on my own

If anything i think im more dissapointed in my self... everything is makeing me worse. i just want it to stop!

Everyday it pops into my mind i try to fight it , but yet i dont want to live like this, i wanna let go and fly away