Im so sorry i cant hold on any longer, its like everyone is against me, to much is expected and im falling apart again

Please mom y r u doing this to me? u want me know y? your distroying me

Im sad, Im tired i been living in respit for over a week and i feel myslef giving up i cant do this no more

I feel really bad, When i keep cutting i relize that im still alive

I feel really sad. I feel really bad. Its hard to rite on here to rite on here everyday cuz im in a prog. it sux. I use to be happy with what i had now im sad

I am shy
I am quiet
I am so hurt

I never been so hurt
I never pulled away from so many things
I never was this lost

I lost my voice
I am shutting down
The things that matter
I dont seem to care
I been forgot about
I am scared

HOw do i let go and trust people all i want is a family i dont want a group home i can be good im just so hurt

At the meeting 2day i was invisable nothing i said matter im sick of this, im cutting so much its the only thing i have