You said u will alwayz be here.. well were r u...Im sorry i cant do this anymore nobody cares.... everythingz changing and i cant keep up

I am here waiting.. waiting for that day were i can be happy... waiting for that day were something will mean foreva..

These last couple of days im falling apart. i am quiet then nobody will know except me. I want to be with all the other kids i want to belong i am getting to weak. im giving up

I know were i belong but no one will listen i just want to go back to that other program

Drinking, cutting, crying i want so little but it means so much, i just want something to last

They tell me to hold on, What am i holding on to

My bodys telling me to give up that its done the fight, im not taking my medicen i just wish i was to sick to survive im so un happy

When your little you look up to your parents for right and wrong, what happins when they mess up your mind, your not sure where u belong :(

Let pick up the peices again

As im packign to move again this isnt that i failed again its that im doing great and gettign to were i have to be